The Calm After The Storm

Well I don't know when the official calm after the storm will be but that's what I named this entry.

I named it that because when we went to let off the balloons yesterday it felt like that. The lake was so pretty and they went up as if Spencer was taking them the way he wanted them to go. It was bright and sunny but it was windy and a bit chilly. We sat out there and watched and watched until we couldn't see them anymore.

It didn't take the pain away but somehow someway for just a split second it made it feel a little better.

Anyway, I have finally gotten my parents to accept the fact that my visits to Minneapolis are not going to stop. There are just too many people here who were an intricate part of Spencer's and my life and Minneapolis was his whole life so I can't just turn my back on it.

Well I think I wrote enough for now.